This Is For You, BITCH

its been a long time since i rhyme/my anger is disembarked and its time/i hate wad im feelin rite now/feelin abt wastin my time goin to skool/wen all i worry about is money/ha.its funny/that i dun give a hoot abt money or education/its abt owning and losing my own posession/shit things happen coz every month i had to pay 45 bucks for train concession/wad is skool wen all i tink is "Pay School Fees",and its not even the end of semester yet but they're released the lease/please,whats diz?/its like paying school fees but givin skool a miss/wads the point of skool wen u do ur own hw and the rest juz copy,"Sue,i dunno how to do my report, give me ur floppy"/"Dude, me too man but i go crazy researchin' on the Net to do diz report. Do u even try?"/Kinda feelin' crappy,wen all i tink dat skool is more impt than my health/try my best to tink how skool cud bring me to great wealth/but rite now, im sittin down here in lecture hall, in absolute stealth/aint listenin to the lecture mind's in terrible havoc, tinkin for once abt myself/i tryna werk to support myself 24/7 /but ppl kept using me for my pay/im not selfish wif money coz it'll never make my day/but FUCK YOU, doesnt mean im paid, u can take advantage of me as u may/dats not the way/my Dad dont believe i cud cope wif it,wen i ask "Wh0's gonna pay $355 every semester?", he shuts his mouth/damn it, ppl juz dun believe in me, but I DO SO QUIT IT/i can do it, i know i cud and i dun shit it/u dun like see me achievin, I DUN GIVE A FUCK, so live with it/u cant change me, so stop it i tink u've had enough/wen u go up north and u see me, u went back down south/WHY? u tink i tink im tough?/YOU made me tink u tink i tink im tough, so be it, I AM!/get it? No? suckers!,i've screwed u, u tried to fucked me up, den i shut up, u go mute/im through,i tried to render other peeps' feelings,i tink i shud/but if u help me out, im pissed, i tink i cud/and if u cooperate with me so u hope i'll b nice to u, AS IF I WOULD

fuckin' fucks

I tot not givin a fuck to the environment ard me will decrease all the fucks in my life/but the fact that im keepin my mouth shut will only give my anger more jive/mayb the absence of my slappin controversy did not make you stay alive/but when i open my mouth, u started complainin/like im some kind of a machine functionin for your satisfaction/all the fucks that came out of your mouth abt me never damage my strong poise/the anger you're juz released becoz of my personality, u've shown me you've just lost/my feelings have become numb/all the werds in the world, the sentences u've learnt, the unintelligent remarks u've repeated/made to spite me catalyze no reaction!

Random

He released a certain cuteness when he smiles,
Jokes around wif me when disparagement, in a certain antagonised mood, he'll make me laugh
When he stare at me in the eye, my heart flutters for a while
Without seeing him for a day can make me go wild
exhausting my strength i would run a mile
but rendering in emotion, my heart bleeds in silence i would cry
For this perfect guy, he already has a gal

Bastards

I know she's much prettier than me,
but never will i let her beuaty be my inferior
and nor will be my personality
because of you, i never dare to look myself into the mirror
as the reflection will only bring heartache to the soul
the werds emitted frm your mouth are just so foul
it hurts so much only to ask myself if im human
feelings are already like a source of abuse coz now the world's different
i know everything i say just irritates you
every mistake i made just frustrates you
everytime my help for you is initiate, you turn me down
whatever i do just makes you frown
like im a big clown in town
your constant deprecation of me because of my looks has become so profound
i am not blind nor am i an idiot
you're just another pretty face bastard

To all the bastards who lie,
who thinks they're fly
To all the bastards who makes mistakes,
who dont know how to apologize,
who dont give a damn,
who are fake
To all the bastards who think he got a whole wide fan
who avoids problems,
who gives pathetic smiles while he run
To all the bastards who tink he's just some pretty face,
Fuck You All
Your looks just leaves your brain to waste.

Manipulated

The last recall of a manifore/I drunk my ass off thinking about wad u did to me before/you have brought me to love you some more/and im crazy about you really hard to the core/why am i feeling this way about you?/why do you have to hug me too?/why do you have to put your muscular arms around me?/and put me in question, why dont u let me be?/my emotions have been beguiled/and wad i tink of u have been exaggerated/love me or hate me, i cant give you hatred/and it seems that God, we're not fated/Man, damn this feeling/Damn, im never so pretty/damn im too weak for this/damn you for cheating me at the least/im pissed/fuck u and ur great bod/fuck u and ur tanned skin/fuck u and ur pretty boy face/fuck u and ur brilliant irresistable smile/i feel so neglected and just wanna break down and cry/i wanna get over u and guess what? I'll try..